This is a story from long ago. A story of youth but more. A hurt from forever ago. I loved someone in my teenage way for a long time. Going back in time like this can be painful because I was not necessarily a great person back then. I had managed to go from a shy person with girls to somewhat of a dog. So I’ll get that apology out of the way early on. What was ego enhancing back then as a teenage guy fed a fire and a reputation that wasn’t bad to have back then. What I was proud to be back then I’m not proud of now. Part of looking back for me is taking a more honest accounting of was really going on with me; and the consequences to myself and others. I don’t want to whitewash any of it because the lessons for me that can be extracted (and therefore not repeated) can be used by others to avoid making them in the first place. Having said that…. Continue reading “My Twisted Angel”
You can only lose it once right?
What if the first time was so bad you’d get a mulligan? What if the second time it wasn’t much better?
Seems a bit ridiculous that “you always remember your first” is so true; but how could it not be? Expectations high and results well… you fill in the blanks for yourself and I’ll spill my story below… Continue reading “Virginity… Twice Lost?”
Recently, I received a text from a close friend who asked me if I had gotten a strange email from someone we both know. At first I joked that “every correspondence I receive from said individual is weird” but I told him I’d check it out and write back.
In my inbox indeed I found the following:
Do you know which city this is?
It is MARSEILLE, France’s 2nd largest city!
And do you know what is the 2nd language spoken in Marseille?
Well, yes: it’s French. THE FIRST IS ARABIC.
Give them Paradise, and they will turn it into a garbage bin.
Muammar Gaddafi said in a speech that there was no need to invade Europe, because in 20 years Europe would be Muslim!
Are any of the readers of this e-mail foolish enough to think it will stop in Europe???
The text was interspersed with pictures of brown and black people living their lives and smiling and interestingly… creating art. Others were selling goods in an open market. Many had traditional Muslim garb, though not all.
I wondered whether my friend had an email virus that was using his account to spread unwanted emails out to his contact. When asked via text if he sent the “do you know which city this is” text or does he need to run a virus checker ? I offerred to email it back to him if he didn’t know what I was talking about. In response I received the following:
I sent it firmly proudly. Don’t need it back. On my way to Colin Hay show. Talk later ~ tomorrow.
My immediately rely: No, you’ll get my reply now. Please dont ever email me anything again.
Him: delete it then. Peace Continue reading “Fear and Loathing in America”