This is a story from long ago. A story of youth but more. A hurt from forever ago. I loved someone in my teenage way for a long time. Going back in time like this can be painful because I was not necessarily a great person back then. I had managed to go from a shy person with girls to somewhat of a dog. So I’ll get that apology out of the way early on. What was ego enhancing back then as a teenage guy fed a fire and a reputation that wasn’t bad to have back then. What I was proud to be back then I’m not proud of now. Part of looking back for me is taking a more honest accounting of was really going on with me; and the consequences to myself and others. I don’t want to whitewash any of it because the lessons for me that can be extracted (and therefore not repeated) can be used by others to avoid making them in the first place. Having said that…. Continue reading “My Twisted Angel”
You can only lose it once right?
What if the first time was so bad you’d get a mulligan? What if the second time it wasn’t much better?
Seems a bit ridiculous that “you always remember your first” is so true; but how could it not be? Expectations high and results well… you fill in the blanks for yourself and I’ll spill my story below… Continue reading “Virginity… Twice Lost?”